It got me thinking that I could possibly be one of the most blessed girl ever on the face of this earth,
with the best kinds of friends anyone could possibly want and have.

Yes, my friends, everyone of them I would say, is really heaven sent.
And it really makes me smile so so much upon this thought.
<3

And I guess that's why for more reasons than ever,
I can never thank God enough.

Anyway I'm terrified because next week could possibly be my happiest or most heartwrenching week of my entire year.

Yes, it's the season.
And we're up against St Andrew's, Temasek and Serangoon next week.

And I don't know but I just can't help feeling scared.

That I cannot end April heartbroken.